feeling good

Yesterday was kind of a low day for me...

...a silent alarm just went off in my head that screeched 'Warning! This is not your journal!' Thank you, Consciousness. You are too cool...

But seriously, last week was intense and all the detail I'm going into is this: yesterday, I kind of broke down a little. It all caught up to me and I totally let it out.

So I woke up today with this fresh feeling of being alive again and excited and it's been incredible. Everything seems to have this new layer over it that I can't describe but you should just know that it's great. I'm rejuvenated and only tired in the best way.

I guess I just wanted to share that feeling. Today feels like a breakthrough and what is an unblogged about breakthrough? Surely, not a breakthrough at all. It just all lined up and I did what I felt like and learned about bees and talked to amazing people and acknowledged that sometimes I feel fucked up and that is totally fine.

Totally fine.

I'm going to sleep now and dream about tomorrow because it's going to be better. I mean, Harry freaking Potter, to say the least. !!!!!! I'm stoked.

And it's totally awesome.